> in my experiences. The hardest thing I’ve dealt
> with I think is the reoccurring dreams and
> severely disturbing nightmares to the point
> where I walk in my sleep. I see people in my
> dreams that I know I’ve never met before and
> about half the time they’re dead or being
> killed. I’ve gone so far as researching missing
> persons records because the dream has been so
> traumatic I don’t stop thinking about it for
> days. The last time this happened I actually
> woke up dry heaving over the edge of my bed….
> I’m not sure how to take my dreams, if you have
> any input it’s always appreciated : )
As for the reoccurring dreams, the most important aspect to understanding these, is whether or not you’ve been having them all you life. Have they always been disturbing like this, or have these violent dreams only recently started. Chances are they have not been there all your life.
Don’t bother trying to find these individuals in public records. From my experience, these kinds of Lucid dream– those that wash into your waking state for days one end– these individuals are always from your local city or community. It could be a simple as a club you frequent. Someone there could have their eye on you. However you choose to interpret these dreams, they are a warning sign. Keep a calender with all the places you frequent and the days these dreams occur. If you do this, you’ll be surprised to find a correlation.
I myself have a very active dream life. There are places and individuals that I frequent often, very much like I do in my physical life. I’d even go so far as to say, in the lucid dream world, I have long standing relationships and responsibilities.
When I was single, a lot of my lucid relationships were with single women. I spent many years experimenting– trying to find these people in the physical world. Eventually I did figure out a technique. I called it picking-up-women-on-the-astral-plane. It was not easy– and happened once a month at best, but here’s what I learned. The faces of these individuals, in your lucid dreams, or even in your minds eye, never ever match up with the faces of the corresponding people or host bodies in the physical world. It is as though we all wear masks in our dreams, so it is really impossible to recognize someone at the grocery store or on the bus by looks alone, or what ever places you regularly frequent.
A good experiment for you would be to take a vacation for a couple of weeks. Go somewhere else, or if this is not possible, stay home. Do not go anywhere. Act as if you’re grounded. If you isolate yourself in this way, and the dreams diminish, then it is certainly energy and visions of anonymous by standers who sees you on a regular basis.
If these dreams of violence have been happening all you life, other possibility is that you yourself have some aspect of your own character that attracts these energies. Some call them spirit guide. The young and abused often, for the sake of their own sanity, instinctively evoke guardian spirits. This happens when they are in extreme pain, to cope. These guardian spirits become aspects of their character, and very often, the guardian sprit that protected them well as a child, becomes counter productive, or problematic, as an adult.
Oh. I just noticed you’re a massage therapist. Ask yourself who these disturbing images could be coming from? Your gut reaction is probably right. It may take some time to distance yourself from this individual, but one you recognize them, and make the decision to cut them out of your life, they’ll pick up on that, and allow you to slowly step back. Then as you continue this process of slowly stepping back, eventually you’ll be able to break off the relationship without any repercussions.
And lastly, let me suggest this. If you are ever feeling threatened at night, you may find relief by sleeping with a lite candle. In the worst situations, where I knew I was the under psychic attack, I’d dice garlic until the aroma filled my bedroom. For some reason, that acrid air act as a very effective shield. That always works.
