What’s Scientology really about?

Ever wonder why Scientology gets such a bad rap? Here’s a demonstration of what goes on during Scientology training.

Very interesting.

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graduation video: good advice

Graduation day. Good advice for young and old alike.

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stupid pathways and idiotic sephirotic names

> I have been studying Qabalah for about three years…
> My soul, is chained by it’s stupid pathways, ridiculously idiotic
> sephirotic names, and an insulting lack of intelligence.

I know what you mean. I’ve been at it for 32 years. That book, The Mystical Qabalah, by Dion Fortune, is almost as puzzling as the original Kabbalah. That’s why I teach the Cabalah, which is a plain English interpretation. No Hebrew letters or words here. No cryptic codes to break.

When the Qabalah first appeared, around 1900, as the first written interpretation of the Kabbalah, it was startling and monumental, in that what had previously been an Jewish secret (oral tradition) for thousands of years, was suddenly available in print. When the dust settled I’m sure the old rabbis had a good laugh. They probably said, “Good luck figuring it out.”

Well… it may have taken a 100 years, but I think I’ve got it. And now in this day and age, anything can be discussed frankly. The spelling, Cabalah, is my own, which distinguishes my interpretation from the Qabalah and the Kabbalah. The 10 Sephirah became the 10 Challenges and the 4 worlds became the 4 Steps of Creation. It’s very orderly. I don’t pull any punches. I say right out how, sexual energy is transformed into magnetic energy and eventually light.

What first starts out as an awareness of sexual energy, becomes magnetic energy when others take notice of, and are attracted to your very pretense. When you start using that magnetic energy to help others, then it is healing light that you are manipulating. I go through all this step by step.

But my first book didn’t do that well. I printed 100 copies. After a year, it became clear; that for me to gain any kind of authority, I would have to constantly be defending myself against old school Kabbalists, who believed theirs was the only true doctrine. I spent half my time proving myself– over and over again– going from one group after another, talking more about correlations between old and new, than anything new or practical.

It’s very disturbing, because my teachings are above all else, practical. I say, if a belief cannot bring joy to you today, or strength to you, when you need it, toss it! Kabbalah is not a book. The Jews don’t own it. It’s just a force of nature than can be understood an there by harnessed. It’s like pi, fractals, or the theory of the subconscious mind.

Yes, there is certainly a new truth to behold… and I believe it is provable scientifically. Well…we’ll see. At this point, I’m so fed up with defending my “interpretation” that I’ve decided to forgo the whole Cabalah label completely. I’m just going to use another name, of my own choosing. I’ve been thinking about this for over a year. And now… I know it is the right thing to do.

Sasha and my Early Qabalah days

> I’d like to know why you came to choose the system
> you now use to operate in your daily life?

When I was in my 20’s I took the whole hippie doctrine to heart, and spent many years traveling from teacher to teacher, learning what ever I could, looking for some great secret wisdom. I was a silversmith back then; living and traveling in camper van, always rolling in to a new town with my tank near empty, and only change in my pocket. This was the norm for me, and more or less, what I was comfortable with. I always knew, in a few days, or a couple of weeks at worse, I’d sell enough jewelry and be able to leave… if I wanted to.

One warn winter, in Tucson, Arizona, I was introduced to this an elderly woman named Sasha. She wanted me to pay for Qabalah lessons. I objected, telling her, “None of my other teachers asked for money!”

She assured me that if I took her “lessons” I would earn much more money– and I’d easily be able to afford the lessons. I took her up on her challenge… and sure enough… within a couple of weeks, I meet Simon, who agreed to purchase all the jewelry I could produce. And so… twice a week for about a year, I visited with Sasha where she taught me from the book, the Mystical Qabalah by Dion Fortune.

I’ll never forget the last time I saw her. She told me, “Someday you will no longer travel to find new teachers. You will be able to look within and find as many teachers as you want.”

She also said, “There is nothing more for me to teach you.”

At the time, I didn’t understand what she meant by finding teachers within, but the part about having taught me all she could, made me feel really good. It was as though she knew I was leaving before I uttered a word.

So to answer your question. I don’t think I really choose the Qabalah. It choose me.

My love for Swami Vivekananda’s teachings, and all he taught me about Karma and Raja yoga, before I was introduced to Qabalah, has never diminished. But it was the Qabalah that provided me the my first glimpse of that “secret wisdom” that I so diligently sought.

Sure, the Qabalah is many things to many people, but the one thing that distinguishes it from other disciplines, is this skill of being able to look within to find reliable teachers. It took many years, but sure enough, it is, just as Sahsa said, “You will be able to look within and find as many teachers as you want.”

That’s what her lessons were really about. At the time, a lot of what she taught me didn’t make sense. But over the years, slowly all the pieces are fitting together. Now, having lived over 20 years, with these “inner teachers” the mechanics of all this, is always plainly evident. So much so, that it is very easy for me to teach to others. It’s all about telepathy. And… this blog is my attempt to reach out and offer others… and offer them the same lessons I received… when I was young.

Note to blog reader: This post is completely different format from my usual Q&A posts. If you like this story format better, do leave a comment.

Paul Zozem
zozem.com

light body calastenics, genies, meditative ruts

> their presence gets so intense that I panic and can’t meditate at all.

Sounds like you already know the remedy is some form of meditation. No doubt you already have some skills in this area.

There is technique of meditation that you already know about. An ideal technique for these kinds of situations. Let me provide you with a review. You simply need to build and maintain a strong center.

Meditating for 20 minutes a day twice or a day, OR even for hour hours a day, every day, still misses the mark. Eventually you will want to take your meditative skills and build a strong center. Meditative skills are like tools. Use these tools to build yourself a house of light. This is often called a light body. And the door to that house of light… is your center.

Almost anything can be used as a center. You breath, your hands, a image in your minds eye, even an inanimate object like a ring or necklace. Be careful though with those material objects, least you end up someone’s genie. I digress.

Lets me use the breath as an example, since that is the most common technique of meditation. Instead meditating for an hour a day, you meditate for 1 minute 100 times a day. This is called a center. Periodically throughout your day you CONTINUALLY come back to your breath. Even if you have a busy work schedule, you’d be surprised at how often you can spare a minute. How many breaths can you count in a minute. Make that your basis.

In this way, your meditative state is always ready at hand, to provide you with a moment of clarity or relief from some stressful situation. In time, as you build a stronger and stronger center, it becomes a part of you– like a piece of clothing. Some call it a light body.

Ordinarily when meditating, it takes a while to get into a deep meditative state. The longer you work with a center, the quicker it is to get into that the proper state.

In the beginning you will need to initiate your focus on your center. When your center or your breath calls out to you, reminding your to initiate focus, then you know you are making real progress.

Tantra and Telepathy

> Does masturbation count as “sexual activity”?

The MOST IMPORTANT aspect is to “see” this energy as being quantitative. Each morning you wake up. Look around, and what ever is there. That’s what you’ve got for the day. As to what degree of activity diminishes your level, this should be obvious through experimentation. Without getting to graphic, let me just say, a little sip of water can sometimes take you a great distance.

> I find that when I work on deep intimate levels with
> another being I feel drained and so deeply connected
> to that person that I no longer have the perspective and
> clarity to be able to further my own metaphysical
> education. But I don’t necessarily feel that they
> are diminished,”

Yes. Your light energy is passing to them. You become them. Your energy supports them. You work momentarily stalls, but that is okay because they are uplifted, if that is what you intended. Even though everyone tries to be equal, light energy usually flows from one partner to the other. Before equality can is reached both must be able to assess their own energy level, and then that of others.

Sometimes I sit at the mall and watch all the people go by. I can “see” exactly how much light energy each person carries, as clearly as their hair color. Every once in a while, some psychic or spiritually evolved person will walk by, no matter how they are dressed, with the glance of eye, we each recognize each others conscious level of light. A subtle smile– a telepathic high five– and the crowd moves on. Why do I tell you this? To emphasize that the most important step, is to be able to “see” this energy quantitatively. From day to day, as you awake, you should always know whether you have progressed or slipped back.

> My question is, then, Is there a way to integrate these
> two processes? The deep union of two people coming
> together in sexual expression with the personal journey
> of nurturing one’s own psychic abilities? I haven’t yet
> learned this secret- I am curious if others have any
>wisdom to share.”

Couples working together for a shared goal– that’s an unconscious Tantra. As for conscious Tranta, no one can go one indefinably. But if you can share goals and milestones, it may seems so.

> I have found in about 20% of my students that it is quite
> the opposite, that the more sex the person has the more
> energy he/she is able to activate, control, and utilize.
> Typically these students are female, but I have seen
> such differences manifest in one or two males.

As for, “the more energy he/she is able to activate,” I see this. Yes. But you’re talking a different kind of energy. While we’ve been talking about saving up all this light energy, we have yet to discuss the many possibilities of spending this energy. Each has their place and time. If you’re going to go before a crowd, you want to have as much saved up as possible. If you’re composing a song, or painting a canvas, you can easily get stuck, unless you’re willing to spend a little.

Note: These Q&A questions were not from the same person. They all arrived within one or two days of each other. I try to put them together into an interesting post.

Is it true?

> Is it true that the Medieval Kabbalist, “Rambam” Moses
> Maimomides was a hater of Gentiles and declared that
> women should be forbidden to study Kabbalistic texts?
> Also do you know where I could find the Adin Steinsaltz
> version of the Talmud? Or the authoritative book “Tanya”?

All these questions pertain to historical data. It is though you are trying to the find one true book. A book you can believe; a book with the answers you need. I’m sorry, I can’t help you with this. I am not an enthusiast of history.

Don’t restrict yourself. Open yourself up to any and all practical knowledge you can accumulate. Do not be concerned where it comes from OR even trying to decide whether or not it is true or authentic. IF… IF IT CAN ADD TO JOY to your day, today, or BRING YOU STRENGTH WHEN YOU NEED IT, tomorrow, then keep it. MAKE IT YOUR OWN.

Everything else is unnecessary. That’s just my perspective.

The key to telepathy: Not all celibates are saints. Not all saints are celibate.

> Does sex reduce telepathic abilities?

Just because you are sexually active does not mean you will not mean your telepathic abilities will disappear.

You will notice though if you experiment with this, by refraining from sexual activity for a little while, your telepathic abilities will continue to get strong, each day– day after day. Within a week, what you telepathic abilities will provide you with a very intense, even overwhelming experience. At that point, sex will drop the intensity by more than half– sometimes as much as 90%. The drop off depends on two factors. 1- The higher you’ve climbed, 2- your degree of sexual activity.

If you do choose to experiment with this, I promise you, there is a level of telepathy that you never imagined, where your senses will be filled, with not just relationships, but perceptions of another world completely. It is not a passive experience, like watching a show. It is more like driving a very fast car, where you must continually maintain balance and control. Your sixth sense that opens this world to you, is not like any of your other senses. If will take you years to grasp all the rules of the road, and then to find your way around.

I should warn you though, if you decide to conduct such experiments, especially if you are challenged to push this experience as far as it can go– be careful. Don’t drive a car if you are extremely charged– for a untrained mind, can easily instigate accidents in the immediate vicinity. For me, that is always a sign to back off. When your telepathic experience coincide with sirens, that a big warning sign, it’s time to stop the experiment.

Telepathic conversations are just the first step. There is an entire universe to explore. Call it the other side. Call it the astral plane. It is all right there before you from the comfort of your home and front yard. What makes exploring this world so difficult, aside from not knowing your way around, or not having a familiar frame of reference in the physical world, is that your every thought, quickly comes back to you in a very pronounced and noticeable way. For this reason, it is imperative you stay calm and think good thoughts. Bad thoughts produce bad results. It’s pretty simple like.

To everyone in this group: If you do decide to experiment and push-the-envelop, do let me know. I myself have spent my entire life pushing this realm to it’s limits and will be able to offer techniques and advice as you progress.

> In reference to what you said though, virgins would be highly telepathic, no?

Oh yes… good point. I guess there is another step which I forgot to mention. Sorry. Virgins, even though they do not have an active sex life, do experience up and downs in the amount of sexual-magnetic-light energy they carry. Even children do. This is usually based on the habits instilled in them by their parents. Once an individual becomes sexually active then they have the opportunity to notice how their sexual energy affects others. This happens to everyone. A young girl notice how heads turn when she walks by. A young boy gains new found respect from his peers.

Most people go their entire lives without taking it to the next step. And that is the simple realization that sexual-magnetic-light energy is quantitative. Only after having this realization is it possible to amass great quantities.

It’s done all the time without even putting one toe into the other side. A professional singer knows having a good voice is not enough. They must raise their sexual-magnetic-light energy to the point where they can captivate others. Once you see there is a quantitative factor, THEN it is possible to experiment.

What starts out as an quantitative awareness of sexual energy– becomes magnetic energy when you get to the point where you see that your pretense alone affects others. Continue on, and you learn that you can heal or assist others. At that point you’re dealing with light energy. When you’re starting out, all you can see is sexual energy, and in that context, it is relatively easy to grasp the quantitative aspect.

Of course there is the first-barrier. Normally when most people carry more sexual energy than their body is accustomed to, it dissipates while they sleep. So… you must also learn to sleep differently.

And lastly, if you do decide to experiment, you do NOT need to take a vow of celibacy. Going for long periods without sexual activity does not get you there. Or else all celibates would be saints.

BUT it is good to know how to be a saint for a week or two. Sometimes, when you need to be at your best. Sometimes it’s a good place to be. Whether you have a job interview, a public appearance, or just a important date, everything will go you way. It’s a good skill to learn. It’s a good skill to have. But you definitely don’t want to be there all the time. It’s like sky diving. Very exhilarating– but you don’t want to live there.

Once you learn how this is done, it doesn’t take long to get there. A few days or a week the most is all you need. That’s why I always say, “Not all celibates are saints. Not all saints are celibate.” Simple really.

Are you an empath? Quick 8 question quiz:

Click on the video below, for a quick 8 questions quiz. Then after the quiz, a short monologue about “the empathic code.

breaking and creating telepathic relationships

> How do I break telepathic links? My current method is to
> visualizing the person on a screen and ’shatter’ the
> screen like it were made of glass (absent from any emotion,
> of course), as suggested by a book, i forgot which one…
> But it kind of doesn’t work… I have tried visualizing the link
> as an energy tube disintegrating… but its either too slow,
> or I’m too lazy.

From my perspective, visualizations to protect yourself are by far the best remedy, but often the least effective. This is because, building a strong light body or shield of light, takes years of work. You can’t start the work on your fortress after the enemy has entered your space. The reason I say shields are best, is because they are the least invasive.

Here’s a little more invasive technique I’ve used with much success. When someone is harassing me telepathically, each time they disturb me, I visualize a whirlwind of light spinning around their head, In this way, I sour the milk. If their efforts to reach out to me, become uncomfortable for them, they quickly give up and move on to easier prey.

Another really effective technique, which is very easy to do, which is also the MOST invasive, is to assign a small insignificant material object to them. Then each time they reach out to you, in that creepy way, you simply direct their energy into the material object. In fact, it doesn’t take long before they themselves can’t tell the difference between you and the material object, at which point, this whole reflection-redirection process becomes automatic.

Then you simply move the object farther and further away from you, until the telepathic link is no longer noticeable, and then the the object ends up in the trash. OR… if that person is someone you’re likely to see again, where they would be inclined to re-establish the link, then it’s more effective to put the object outside somewhere, or in the worst case, burying it

> Maybe, it is I who has the tendency to linger in others
> minds? Let’s just assume, that this is the case… if so,
> then I would need to learn how to hang up the phone
> politely, somehow…?

The difference between the telepaths and non-telepaths is NOT that one has the ability and the other doesn’t. Most of the people I meet in my daily life aren’t telepathic. No. I see both the telepaths and the non-telepaths as having equally active telepathic lives and relationships. What distinguishes us, as telepaths, is that we, unlike most people, are conscious of the telepathic interaction. This allows us to make conscious decisions that can influence or determine an outcome of the situation.

The gift is being telepathic is NOT THE DEGREE of ones telepathic ability, but rather JUST YOUR AWARENESS OF telelepathic conversations and interactions. Each person’s DEGREE OF TELEPATHY IS DETERMINED solely by the amount of sexual-magnetic-light energy they have learned to comfortably carry. All successful people, have very rich and fulfilling telepathic relationships. Most without ever being conscious of each conversation and interaction. They can do this unconsciously and successfully because at some point in their life, either in their childhood or later as an adult, they learned a set of good mental habits.

What we call being telepathic is just being conscious of the wireless interaction of human emotions. We are all transmitters and receivers. But the telepath, being aware of all the conversations and plays going on, carries this awareness as an additional burden. But of course, the rewards are great for those who learn to manage this extra stream of information. This is done by developing one or more sets of some good mental habits. These sets can be discussed and experimented with just like recipes.

So… “how does one hang up the phone politely?”

If it is YOU that is instigating the connection then you must face up to the question: is it love or hate? For it is most assuredly one of the other. If it is hate, the you must simply turn you head away, for this is something that will only bring you pain. If it it love or any positive feeling of appreciation, then no one will mind. Everyone wants to be loved. Everyone wants to be recognized. Everyone wants to be appreciated. If not verbally then at least in heart. That’s how we function.

So… taking that notion one step further. Lets say you are madly in love with someone, and you want to turn that feeling off. The quickest cure I know of, is to simply find someone new to love, even if it is a few short lived relationships, that you know will not last. Nothing breaks telepathic links quicker than sex. Everything else takes time. The disruption caused by sex is instantaneous.

But what if you don’t want to have sex? What if you like having lots telepathic relationships? That’s where the good mental habits come in. And too be honest, it really doesn’t take many. Kundalini, Raja, and Karma yoga are all very good for clearing mental garbage and building good habits. You can do very well with just four. These are the most basic ones that everyone must learn. 1- Self observation, 2- turning away from hate, 3- learning to live in the moment, 4- and becoming aware of whether or not your interaction with someone left them better or worse off.